Tuesday, 14 December 2010

Mismatch


Again farewell.

I embrace you into my eyes.

And on this second of distress, when your eyes land on mine like a bird who pretends to like this warmth, you always fool me and go off running again spreading your wings against the wind, trying to gain any distance that concedes you to walk away from me.


I look at those distant landscapes and watch you flying through the clouds. Your flight almost awkward, almost wanting to land, in my arms. On my embrace, always weary of waiting for you.


But if you come back to me, you find my arms always open, eager for seeing you land.


And in the sea that shelters in your eyes, the blue that always remind me of one thing or another from the sky, I lose myself on you. I always lose myself. The trembling soul who yearns to leave a body that can not touch you, tells me that nobody else knew the secret of making me dance like you did. Dancer in the silence of your eyes. From words you never say. The promise you never made me.


I glorify this mismatch. And this imbalance is what supports my entire structure. Your rambling ways, your subversion, and your gentleness, are your print. Things that are yours. All your things are sacred outcomes. Mandalas of time tattooed on my pores, your essence that turns the lights on me, one by one, when you walk into the room. But now you are going away.


And once again I must learn to say goodbye, even when far from thee, I will succumb to the slow and sad death. Because it was you who lit all things vivacious in me.


Once again I embrace this incandescent abandonment, and I wave to you at the other side of river. We were always in opposite directions. I will let it go, but not without bleeding, the weight of this loss. Farewell, best friend, the best laugh at the end of every day.


Somethings just were not meant to be.


Ana Frantz

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Livros que me acompanham em 2009

  • Notes from my travels- Angelina Jolie
  • THE SHAMANIC WAY OF THE HEART - Chamalu- Luis Espinoza
  • Shooting Butterflies - Marika Cobbold
  • The Global Deal - Climate change and the creation of a new era of progress and prosperity- Nicholas Stern
  • The Penelopiad- Margaret Atwood
  • Discover Atlantis - Diana Cooper
  • Tne Gift - How the creative spirit transform the World - Lewis Hyde
  • My East End: A history of Cockney London- Gilda O'Neil
  • Delta of Venus- Anais Ninn
  • The Little Prince- Antoine de Saint ExupĂ©ry *** Apr
  • Doidas e Santas- Martha Medeiros (March)
  • The English Patient by Michael Ondaatje
  • Gilead by Marilynne Robinson - Feb
  • Healing With the Faries by Doreen Virtue (Feb)
  • Montanha Russa- Martha Medeiros (Feb)
  • O codigo da Inteligencia - Augusto Curry - Feb
  • O Ensaio sobre a cegueira - Jose Saramago ( Jan Lendo)

Livros que andaram comigo em 2008

  • Meditacao a primeira e ultima Liberdade by OSHO ( Dec)
  • The English Patient by Michael Ondaatje (Dec Lendo)
  • Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone - J.K Rowling (Oct Lendo)
  • The PowerBook - Janette Wintersone (Oct- )
  • A vida que ninguem ve- Eliane Brum (Sep - Lendo)
  • The Birthday Party - Panos Karnezis - (Sep )
  • Ensaio sobre a Lucidez -Jose Saramago (Lendo...)JUN
  • Nearer The Moon -Anais Ninn (Lendo..) JUN
  • Superando o carcere da emocao - Augusto Cury(lendo...) JUN
  • Perdas e Ganhos- Lya Luft Jun(Releitura) Jun
  • A Mulher que escreveu a Biblia - Moacyr Scliar(May) ****
  • The Secret By Rhonda Byrne (May)
  • Time Bites -Doriss Lessing March (lendo...)
  • Life of Pi - Yann Martel (March to May )
  • The Kite Runner -Khaled Hossein /March ****
  • Back when we were geown ups / ANNE TYLER (larguei na metade)
  • O Sonho mais doce - DORIS LESSING /Feb ****
  • The Crimson Petal and the White- MICHAEL FABER / Dec-Jan / ***

Livros que me acompanharam em 2007

  • Burning Bright - TRACY CAVILER
  • Fear of flying - ERICA JOUNG (larguei na 50th pagina)
  • I'll take you there - JOYCE CAROL OATES ***
  • Memorias de minhas putas trsites GABRIEL GARCIA MARQUEZ ***
  • The Siege - HELEN DUNMORE ***
  • A girl with a pearl earing - TRACY CHAVILER ***
  • A year in Province PETER MYLES ( larguei na metade)
  • The mark of the angel- NANCY HUSTON-
  • A bruxa de portobelo - PAULO COELHO -
  • Under the Tuscany Sun - FRANCES MAYA -
  • Sophie's World - JOSTEIN GAARDER *
  • The umberable lightness of being - KUNDERA- **
  • As aventuras da menina ma MARIO VARGAS LOSA - ****

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